"It Ends Tonight" - The All-American Rejects

It's over.

I was thinking of a couple of different songs that described how I was feeling tonight.
Bells of Freedom- Jon Schmidt
Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson
Leave a Tender Moment - Billy Joel
Time to Say Goodbye - Andrea Bocelli

The last couple of hours have been a blur. Kristin and I were just sitting on the couch and we just felt dazed. I can hardly comprehend what people are saying to me. I know they're speaking but I can't manage to understand what exactly they are trying to tell me. I didn't really know how much pressure and stress went into lab until it was over. I can't even remember how many hours I've spent studying for this final in the last week.

I feel like I should have been in open lab. Or at least planning on when I should go back to lab. It's so weird to think that I'm not ever going back. I feel like a major part of my life has just dissolved. It's weird.

I just realized that I won't smell like cadavers or latex gloves again. Or at least any time in the near future. Hallelujah.

I spent months worrying over this class. Worried about cadavers, time, homework, studying and tests for this class. Kristin's professor told them that they will either come out of this class loving it or hating it. I'm definitely loving it.

The final went better than the midterm. Hopefully my score is as good as I hope it to be. Kristin and I made cupcakes to take for our lab, because we knew that two guys would not bring anything for us Brady even said that for himself after lab. My friend Kaccee, as we were sitting outside waiting for our exam to start, said that when Brady finds out that that I had brought cupcakes he was gonna act like a 5 year old. I don't think she could have been any more correct than that. He got so excited that he could hardly talk. Then Daniel showed us his gleeking skills after the final was over. Brady and Daniel have been amazing TAs. As you already know I could go on forever and forever about them but I won't because this is already long enough.

As I said I loved this class. I have held, touched brains, spinal cords, muscles, kidneys, intestines, eyes, hearts, lungs and pretty much anything else you can think of. I really am grateful that I had to take this class. It has been an amazing experience. Hopefully I don't forget the 1,000+ terms I memorized. Now I just have to study for the lecture final!